I was doing great earlier…I felt good…now I’m stranded in the floor, heart problems, nauseated, chest pains, tremors, that weird numbness and yet amplification accompanying syncope…jelly limbs…feels like death, seizing and nausea…no pain right now…but this is what it’s like for anyone suffering chronic illness.
Fine to fatal.
Fun to freaked.
You’re happy and mental crash… You’re feeling great and then you feel like you should be hospitalized.
These episodes have become more and more frequent again in my life… it comes and goes, just like remission and emergence…and it sucks. It sucks. It sucks. It sucks. Itsucksitsucksitsucks. It’s like the song that never ends…and it hits you like an iron skillet out of nowhere…and it comes in waves.
Welcome to depression. Welcome to fibro. Welcome to chronic illness. Welcome to heart problems, fatigue, IBS, NCS. POTS, everything. If you’re there now or have been there, then you know…if now…educate yourself and stop judging.