I was doing great earlier…I felt good…now I’m stranded in the floor, heart problems, nauseated, chest pains, tremors, that weird numbness and yet amplification accompanying syncope…jelly limbs…feels like death, seizing and nausea…no pain right now…but this is what it’s like for anyone suffering chronic illness.
Fine to fatal.
Fun to freaked.
You’re happy and mental crash… You’re feeling great and then you feel like you should be hospitalized.
These episodes have become more and more frequent again in my life… it comes and goes, just like remission and emergence…and it sucks. It sucks. It sucks. It sucks. Itsucksitsucksitsucks. It’s like the song that never ends…and it hits you like an iron skillet out of nowhere…and it comes in waves.
Welcome to depression. Welcome to fibro. Welcome to chronic illness. Welcome to heart problems, fatigue, IBS, NCS. POTS, everything. If you’re there now or have been there, then you know…if now…educate yourself and stop judging.
I have never been diagnosed with the physical pain stuff, but I do suffer from depression and manic episodes … and anxiety attacks. What you described reminds me alot of the panic attacks I’ve had … crazy stuff. Nice to meet you! Take care my dear.
I have many health issues and they all tangle into a big web of chaos. Thank you for sharing your experience. It’s always nice having others with joint understanding. Have a wonderful day/evening and do come back sometime. Feel free to comment on anything.
I know those feels for sure. It just hits you like a ton of bricks. Hugs to you!
What’s worse is when they come in constant, brutal waves! Hugs to you for your feels!